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not always brave

 

^^ a sneak peek into ZEST, my latest travel size course ^^

beginning monday, february 25!

 

ZEST #5

 
we, as humans, need to feel A-L-I-V-E.
we need to feel as if we have a reason
to get up in the morning, a reason to exist.

taking a mental health day

tranquility in tellaro . . .

caffè and cat comfort.
sea and sunset serenity.
 
 
lucky finds in la spezia . . .


mirror and marble elegance for the entrance hall.
crystal chandelier illumination for the library.
 
 
sushi in sarzana .

what i need for 2019

i kept my word of the year to myself
during the month of january.
testing it out,
seeing how it fits.

and now the verdict is in.
it’s exactly what i need for 2019.

because sometimes i forget to EXHALE.

often, in fact.

choosing to triumph

sometimes you work on something
for a very long time.
for hours or days or months,
even years.

and you make a bit of progress,
you have a few small wins.
you gain just enough from your struggles
to keep going.

things going on . . .

  • preparing and planning for my may and june retreats . . . what i will add, what i will keep the same, what i will change or improve (so excited!)
  • pondering another travel size course, maybe in february . . .

apennine drive

one day in december,
nicholas and eric and i
took a scenic drive.

the sun reminding us
that all was well.


 
 
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my june retreat is FULL!
and my may retreat is filling!

there are still a few spots available,
if you act NOW .

just like that

and just like that,
they are gone.

their presence, their vitality,
filled the rooms of villa magnolia.
now so quiet,
so empty and bereft.

we’ll all go back to our
regular everyday now.
full lives, meaningful lives.
this mama must adjust once more.

embrace the colors

a new year is just around the corner,
and thoughts often focus on intentions.
before you plan, before you dream,
commit to engaging in an emotional evaluation.

yes, the process can be uncomfortable.
you have to face and assess
whatever emotions are currently
dominating your time and energy.

unspoken

it’s not really their home.
they didn’t grow up in this house,
haven’t even spent much time here.

yet when they arrive at villa magnolia,
they settle right in.
it becomes their home.

and we become a family-of-four once again.
content with each other’s company,
relaxed and comfortable.

my odyssey into fluency

although i’ve been wanting to check in
about my 2018 word of the year,
i’ve pondered the best way to do so.
because my WOTY venture could honestly
be seen by some as a bit of a failure.

the last two years
have been so life-changing,
so startlingly difficult-and-different,
that i’ve spent a lotta lotta lotta
time in self-reflection.