most in some, some in most

this last week has been good.
a lot of progress, an upbeat attitude.

but the month before that?
well, let me just say,
when you decide to move to another country . . .

most days are hard in some ways,
and some days are hard in most ways.

Say YES to YOU.

A few of you have indicated to me that you’re oh-so-close to pressing that button and saying YES to my retreat-no-more experience in Italy. Your heart beats a little faster as you contemplate putting yourself FIRST. But then . . .

#748 on the to-do list

replacing sections of the plumbing takes on a whole new meaning in a concrete house . . .

plumbing 1

plumbing 2

nasty old pipe.

plumbing 3

shiny new pipe.

plumbing 4

plumbing 5

lots of debris.

plumbing 6

my husband’s blood.

plumbing 7

my new toilet.

plumbing 8

layers of plaster and concrete.

plumbing 9

plumbing 10

my amazing always-working guy, covered in dust.

unraveling that tangled dream

i’ve been talking about the importance of chasing your dreams for awhile, haven’t i? this facebook memory from one year ago popped up again yesterday:
 
 
today I want to hear from YOU! what is YOUR dream? are you actively pursuing it?

update from the villa

busy busy busy at villa magnolia.
preparing our home for its first retreat in june.

i haven’t had much time recently to write,
not even in my journal.
(which is a bit distressing for me.)

but it is what it is,
a season in life.

the reawakening

hello hello hello! i have exciting news to share . . .
 
 

THE ARRIVAL at Villa Magnolia

is coming soon!

 
 

THE ARRIVAL- retreat no more

 
 
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for those of you not on facebook (hi, pam! smile),
i wrote my first public words about the retreat on sunday .

blue sky thinking

blue sky thinking

let this be your warning,
to wake up each morning,
to blue sky thinking.

the sun is warm,
the air is clear,
the smiles genuine
that appear.

your thoughts have great force,
but you needn’t live with remorse.
try blue sky thinking.

the new place where you land

sometimes movement feels
obvious and linear and continuous.
future-oriented.

and sometimes movement feels
ambiguous and chaotic and unsteady.
just-need-to-get-the-hell-out-ish.

sometimes movement is
a choice.
and sometimes movement
feels forced.

sometimes movement is
painstaking and slow, going around in circles.
and sometimes movement
feels so fast you can’t catch your breath.

a funny thing, dreams.

oh-so-close to feeling a bit of exquisite closure,
because our kitchen is oh-so-close to being finished!

cucina cabinets

it will be over four months that we’ve fed ourselves without one.
five, if you start counting from the moment we packed
and shipped off our plates and our spoons.

rather rhythmic

my life in italy is beginning, just barely,
to take on a certain beat.
a rather rhythmic quality.
 
 
CATS and CHAOS.
my always amusing felines,
amidst the always occurring surprises.

harlowe turned in window

smith holding hand

chaos

harlowe in sunlight

smithie curled in
 
 
FLUCTUATION and FLOWERS.
while riding the waves of continuous change,
i try to remember to breathe in the beauty.